In 10 seasons of American Idol, I could count on 2 hands the number of shows I’ve watched.

And most of those have probably been, like, the finals.

But a couple of weeks ago, I saw this YouTube video of a performance by one of the current contestants named James Durbin. And it rocked my world.

James was diagnosed with asperger syndrome and tourette syndrome as a younger child. However, you’d never know it when he sings.

I’m gonna lay it all on the line and say that I think James will win it.

I also think I have what could be my first man crush.